Resisting Temptation

I’ll be honest, I’ve had quite a bad case of GAS lately. Wait, no, that’s not what I mean! Gear Acquistion Syndrome, not the other kind! Sheesh! I’ve been browsing eBay ready to pounce on a new compact or medium format (I’ve had my eye on a Ricoh GR or a Fuji GA645zi), but I haven’t pulled the trigger because of a lack of funds. Delaying gratification is not one of my strong suits, which makes me wonder how I fell into film photography in the first place!

Anyhow, wanting a new camera has made me think about why I want a new camera and what I would do if I got one. Ultimately, a camera is a tool, and like any tool, some are better suited for certain situations. At my skill level, I need something simple, forgiving, and easy to operate and maintain. The Canon AE-1 Program and Olympus XA2 I already own fit this description perfectly. Both are very affordable, both have decent image quality for the price, and both are simple and effective tools for taking pictures. I want a new camera because I think it will jump start my creativity and compel me to shoot more often. I know this is not the case! Both of these cameras are perfect for me (a beginner) to get my feet wet and learn about exposure, composition, and film stocks. Buying a new, fancier camera won’t help me learn about any of those things faster or better. Ultimately, I would be shooting the same things and making the same mistakes, but those mistakes would carry a bit more cost with them! Real motivation to shoot needs to come from within and not from an eBay purchase.

Why am I writing this? Mostly as way to talk mysef out of buying something I don’t need, but also to let you know a bit about my thought process and reason for starting this blog. It’s not about camera porn or finding some crazy cult cameras to write about, but rather it’s about a beginner wanting to get better at film photography and documenting that journey. Being honest about what I’m doing and why I’m doing it must come first in order to have this blog become the product I want it to be. Hopefully, some awesome shots are a happy by-product of that process, but until those happen, I’ll be content to waste a few rolls of film to learn the craft!